I seem to be gasping for air recently. So many things have been going on, from mine to his and to ours. Whenever a problem arises, I can't help to believe that it's my fault. Prolly things happened because of me indirectly.
Sometimes, people whom I think as, well, call them friends, aren't friends. To even thought that they'd say some mean things. They might perchance, met their greatest fear named jealously. One, other friends are treating us better than him and fearing that he might be on the verge of losing his friends. Two, we are better than him, in terms of my bf's position at work and also perhaps having a better looking gf than he does, me. (Haha. eh.. I'm not pretty but seriously better off than her. Okk.. just laugh. wahahah..) Three, I haven't thought of it YET. Oh, Just thought of it a sec ago. HE HAS GOT NO LIFE!
Seriously what the hell is hisPROBLAMO????
Next, as I said, my life has been cloudy. Finding a suitable job and my studies. Oh yes, I've found one which I'm not really fond of but what to do? I don't have a choice. The money is GOOD andddd the name sounds good too. Haha. Don't play play ok.. uhm hmm.. *pulling up my tie proudly* Sales and Marketing Executive now. wahahhaha. Oh well, for awhile before I get sick of it. For now, before I get my cert, studies, step aside.
Bf's having a tough life now, adpating to the change of his working environment and all. And things that happened during the night. Not that it's new or something but everytime it happened, seriously, it's affecting. It's the aftermath whenever he said his piece. I don't even know what to do. But of course I overheard the conversation and to know that she's still unaware of the consequences. Perhaps I'm not in the right position to judge anything pertaining to this matter. I'm sick of it least talking about my bf who had been through this for god know how long.
I've said my piece. I'm starting work on Monday and we'll see how it goes. And bye bye to my most cherished Saturdays. =( Love love to Saturdays man.
Anyways, I saw this from my neighbour's blog. Bloody funny. Just watch. Ha!
